mystical_mama (mystical_mama) wrote,

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Responses to Lorrie

1) It's been a while since I've been a member on GM. I rarely ever read any of the shit that certain people posted. So I skipped posts, threads, and yeah, probably missed out on a few things. And even if I did read about that, I must have forgotten. I guess it was insignificant to me. I don't keep a log of every post ever written in my head. Sorry. I'm not going to apologize again because I know that I made a mistake but I'm not about to beg for forgiveness.

2) I never made fun of Liz's rape. Bullshit. You really feel the need to LIE about me? Real mature Lorrie.

3) I hate Heather. Heather hates me. If Heather's gonna be a bitch, I'm gonna speak out. Who is the one who dedicates her LJ to ME?? She actually had a member leave cause they were sick of reading about me. I think you're giving advice to the wrong person.

4) I never threw hissies. People with high self esteem and large egos would never understand what I go through and I know that half of you were just saying shit to make me feel better. You don't understand... you aren't in my you can't say "Oh, you're beautiful. Now BOOST THAT SELF ESTEEM!". It doesn't work that way. I'm sorry if talking about my problems was so horrible. I guess GM doesn't offer support to people with serious self esteem issues. That's good to know.

5) I lurk occassionally and the only reason I am replying to you now is because our little 14 year friend Jess (meatballbaby) told me about this entry. I do not stalk GM... I browse... as a lot of you do on my site... You've actually had trolls come over and you people actually started a site to mock mine some time ago, so don't be such a hypocrit. At least I don't send "spies" over. LOL

6) I never turned against you. I'm pretty sure you started in with the GM-type lectures and we banned you cause that's why we left GM... I made a place for people to feel comfortable. Not to be harped on for every little thing they say or do. I know of two members of GM RIGHT NOW who don't feel comfortable and really can't stand it there. And no, they are not members of MTMs.

7) Because people never seem to get a hint. But I suppose they don't understand "fuck off" (cause they never do it) so I'm gonna have to find another way of saying "leave me alone" that their petty little minds will understand. Thank you for enlightening me.

a) Once again I had no idea your entry was there until last night when Jess (meatballbaby) informed me. She started throwing false accusatinos at me and when I asked where they came from she said Lorrie's LJ. So you can blame that little twit for this. I was done with thr LJs til she mentioned that.

b) I have nothing to attack you for. You're one of the few decent people I respect on GM. I've never seen a fault in you and I suppose I never will.

c) Nope.. I'm not gonna do that either because I understand how awful a miscarriage is and I don't wish them upon anyone. I would love to see YOU pregnant.. It's other people who need to get their act together before TTC. You know who you are. Too bad it's too late.

d) You are talking to me... I can't prove it, but you are. I just thought I'd give you my 2 cents.. And I don't need your army of GMs in here. This is between you and I.
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FYI: If anyone posts to this besides Lorrie - anyone meaning my friends or hers, I'm deleting them. This is a one-on-one discussion. Consider this a warning.
"consider this a warning"? to what? threats? woah.
A warning: As in if you post and you're noy Lorrie, your posts will be deleted... So I'm pretty much saying don't waste your time.
*not* Lorrie.
1) very old knowledge. you joined gm waaaaayyyy before i did, so you MUST have seen it.
2) that's what i remember. i don't make up lies, thank you.
3) heather doesn't hate you. she doesn't hate anyone. you just piss her off. she doesn't dedicate her lj to you (what an ego!), she write about what she wants. a person defriended her becauseof ttc discussions, not because of you.
4) pam do you pay attention to anyone besides yourself? i have nothing like high self esteem or a large ego. anyone who knows me or has read ANYTHING i've written in my journals knows i struggle every day. i'm not fucking stupid, i know just telling a person to feel better doesn't work. however, we spent a great deal of time trying to help you, urging you to go to counseling, do SOMETHING to help yourself. but you didn't and you didn't and you didn't. as far as i know, gm always has a place for people who are having problems with their self esteem, but there is only so much a website can do to help with those kinds of problems.
5) lurk occassionally? and spend a great deal of time posting replies to people's ljs? you don't have to read shit you don't want to. "neglecto mom" was a PARODY, which was funny in some instances. but that was months ago! that is so not the case here! since you only know a handful of people involved in the whole thing, how can you accuse everyone from gm? i've never denied that i've lurked your site. i don't control everyone at gm, thus i can't stop them from trolling or spying and telling me stuff. i keep everything in the open, thank you.
6) you didn't actually ban me, anyway. you wanted to. for no reason. i never lectured anyone. and i hardly think gm has a corner on the lecturing market. and wow, you know 2 members of gm who don't like it there? well lade-freakin'-da. if they don't like it they should leave. it's a great big internet.
7) i just think that fuck off was losing it's sting, ya know.
a) if you were really "done with ljs" you never would have hit my journal. you could have just said, "i don't really care what she has to say," and never even looked. don't try to blame your curiousity on jess.
b) you've tried attacking me and it didn't work. i have faults but i don't demand people like them. thank you for finding me decent. i am a kind person.
c) eh, that was thrown in for caution's sake. but STOP WITH THE SMACK ABOUT HEATHER. i don't talk shit about your best friends to your face, so stop it with mine.
d) you can't prove it, no. i could be addressing this purely on hypothetical grounds. the post really could be about someone else. who knows?
i have no "army of gms." i don't need others to stand up for me when i have something to say. i can say it all on my own, thank you. this isn't between the two of us (since you started it in alli's journal), but i am willing to talk like a humanbeing if you are.
I replied to you because I want to talk to you sensibly without intrusion. I don't wanna fight with you. Any friend of Mindy's is a friend of mine. You may not feel the same and that's cool. I know that Mindy thinks highly of you, so therefore I'm going to treat you with the respect that you deserve. I just wanted to sort all this shit out. I admit that replying in Alli's LJ was just plain dirty. I was angry and yes, I found the dumbest thing to comment on. And I'm sorry for what it's worth. I know Alli's a good mom. I was just pissed off... I'm a very bitchy individual. You should know that by now. I also wanted to clarify that I would never make fun of a rape victim... I, myself, know how hard it is to go through rape. I know how hurtful and violating it is. I would never laugh at anyone about such a sensitive issue. Everyone seems to think I'm heartless but I do have feelings and a heart. I just come off a bit ignorant sometimes.
this is working for me, pam. i don't like not liking people, ya know. i'm a very friendly person with a very large guilt complex and a desperate need for people to like me. it's part of my problem, but that's neither here nor there.
thank you for the sensible response. i don't know if you were involved in the stuff said about liz's rape, but i know a few of the mtms were and the comments weren't stopped, which really hurt liz. she is a very good person and mother and doesn't need more shit, just like the rest of us.
i know you have a heart. i know it. i know shit comes off badly on the internet because there is a lack of inflection available. we've all had problems with that. and it is sooooooo much easier to say shit on the computer that you would never say to someone's face. i have been so guilty of that on so many occassions that it's really kind of pathetic.
i should apologize for some shit too. i mean, i know i've said some hurtful things and done shit i shouldn't have in a pure blind defense. it's the kind of person i am. i close my eyes and swing and i know this isn't a good reaction and i really try, sometimes, to think things through more carefully. i am the master of looking for the soft white underbelly and slashing at it. it's insecurity, as i'm sure you've experienced.
pam, really, i've never hated you and i know i've said some snarky shit in my time. i think all need to give this shit up, stop talking about it and taking sides. i appreciate the apologies you put up in the other entry. it's not my place to accept them for others, though. it's in their hands. i apologize to you for being mean about shit that should have been left alone.
i am a bitch. it's what i do best. let us channel the bitchiness into productivity. we may not agree on lots of issues, but that doesn't mean we can't have good conversations and debates. vareity is great.
feel free to email me, anytime. i know quite a bit about low self-esteem and wanting to fuck shit up to match how you feel inside.
it's going to be a new year. let's follow shannon's example and put up a peace treaty, calm the fuck down, and try to be better people in the next year.
I agree... Shannon's a good person... A good role model. I was proud of her for what she did. It takes a lot of guts to admit when you're wrong and to stand up for what you believe in, even when it may conflict with a friend's point of view. I'm glad you understood everything I said. I really do mean what I say. It's cool that our best traits are being bitchy... LOL. I'd love to e-mail you and talk about things with you. At least then we can give each other the support and share thoughts and feelings in private. I need a friend who can relate. I may even add you to my Friend's List. *wink* Once again, thank you for being civil with me. I'm sorry my response is so short and to the point but my soup's getting cold.
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stop by the site, too (, it rocks (i am such a hits whore).
the more people talk, the better things get. if we can make sense of things and share our thoughts and visions, the world wil change with us.
I will and thank you. I guess we are pretty similar and we never knew it cause of the tension between us... We're both just bitches who hate fighting, but can't keep our mouthes shut long enough to stay outta one. LOL. I'm so glad we got things sorted out. I feel so much more mature admitting my mistakes and pulling past them in order to resolve conflicts. Maybe I can one day cure myself. hmmmmm....